Even though I told everyone I wasn't dead ...

It would appear that I have been.

Oh sure I have put some shots up here and there, but in the end it looks as though I dropped off of the face of the earth. I assure you this is not the case (even though some days I feel like I want to). I have been working on video and film projects, shooting some stuff here and there, and doing some paid promo work when I can, but the majority of my time has and was taken up with the love of my life. I loved spending my free time on her. She was my muse and my model for longer than I care to tell people. She and I are no more though. I still love her very much and think as far as humans on this planet go ... she is one of those ones that the world dare not live without. She is amazing.

So I try to recover. I am trying to focus my obsessive energy away from everything we were together and focus on the future and my projects and my creativity ... and me. It is very very strange to me to try to do that. So if you don't see another post from me for a while, just know that I am working hard, trying harder and doing what I can to get those creative brain cells running full bore ... because if I don't ... I think I might just go insane.

Keep an eye or two open for more work, check my other pages and channels for more of the creative gobbledegook ... and be ready ... the rest of this might not make any sense.

~Carlton